Sunday, July 29, 2012 0 comments

I use to be a coward






I've always believe being positive will lead me to the positive side of life. But to my surprise it's not happened the way I wish it to be...

I got hit by thousands of negative surrounding…

Everything looks bad… to the point I’m tired, stressed, hyper tension and unsettle with my own feelings. Nothing satisfied me…

But then I realized that my positivity pushed me towards the comfort zones which silently turn me into a coward. I’m afraid of losing something, afraid of working hard, afraid to even try new things… everything new looks scary to me.

Instead of being brave I’ve become a coward.

It hit me hard at that moment…

I wonder how long I have been acting that way… I start looking back and realize that while back then when I thought I’ve done something… I actually don’t.



p/s: I will never ever avoid my negative thought… I’m going to use them to motivate me the whole day!

 
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