“In your life you meet people. Some you never think about again. Some you wonder what happened to them. There are some that you wonder if they ever think about you. And then there are some you wish you never had to think about again, but you do… ”
“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”
- Neil Gaiman-
Posted by Nonie at 11:52 AM
Someone commented on my post...
" You should be happy now..."
That one sentence simple comment makes me think... do I sound like unhappy all this time?
I wonder if that comment pointing out what I'm hiding from or is that comment just sarcastically asking me...
"are you happy now?"
Can I really boldly answer that?
do I really have the answer for that?
should I say... I am happy
for whatever reason I have now... I am happy.
Posted by Nonie at 11:03 AM
“Have we met before?”
“I’ve seen you before”
“Where did I saw you?”
Usually, my mind will answer it negatively… it’s either I think that person is trying to flirt with me, or just to start conversation, or maybe… they got a wrong person… none of them will really allow me to
seriously communicate… the truth is… I just don’t believe on anyone.
But now I’ve learned… simple conversation might lead to bigger steps… friendship, love, faith and
If someday a stranger asks me… “Have we met before?” I’ll answer… “Perhaps somewhere… “
Posted by Nonie at 9:51 PM