Thursday, November 25, 2010 1 comments

It Hurts To Tell

Every time I try to write something out of my heart,
 I got suffocated... feels like someone is chocking me... my head hurt and I lost again. 
Even now... I can't tell... 
Wednesday, November 24, 2010 0 comments

Is being attractive a problem?


I wonder if being attractive is some kind of problem... 
and I wonder why?
Is it because the thought of being attractive?
or is it because the metaphor that people have in mind about attractive people?
Thursday, November 18, 2010 2 comments

I have grudge..





I tried to be optimistic about everything...
I really tried...I forgive, forget, move on and run
I do everything... 


but while on process of healing, learning and trying...
I slowly lost myself. Without even trying... I'm not even me anymore... 
This is why... I have grudge...


I hold grudge for what I can't have, for what I'm not becoming...
I hold grudge just by  looking at other people life...
envy with their happiness, envy with their simple smile, envy with their touch...


Not that I'm not thankful enough...
I just think with holding to this grudge... 
I can comeback and look into myself...
this is you... this is what you want to be... this is what you want...


By holding to this grudge...
I can tell myself...
I can be that, I can have it, I can still comeback and be this...
 
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