Thursday, November 18, 2010

I have grudge..





I tried to be optimistic about everything...
I really tried...I forgive, forget, move on and run
I do everything... 


but while on process of healing, learning and trying...
I slowly lost myself. Without even trying... I'm not even me anymore... 
This is why... I have grudge...


I hold grudge for what I can't have, for what I'm not becoming...
I hold grudge just by  looking at other people life...
envy with their happiness, envy with their simple smile, envy with their touch...


Not that I'm not thankful enough...
I just think with holding to this grudge... 
I can comeback and look into myself...
this is you... this is what you want to be... this is what you want...


By holding to this grudge...
I can tell myself...
I can be that, I can have it, I can still comeback and be this...

2 comments:

delightfullness said...

i have a grudge too....

Nonie said...

Than that makes the 2 of us ^^

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