Monday, December 27, 2010 0 comments

Peace & Love



It's funny when people start hating each other just because of a  game...

It's funny when people who thought they know everything pointing each other and showing to the world how pathetic they can be 

It is so funny when all the stupid people start gather and give a happy shout for what they're showing to the world...

Don't they see it?... whatever they write with intention or not... they're describing their attitude, their education level, their political views and the most important thing is their stupidity.

And I can't believe I'm writing this here... just feel disappointed knowing that I have so many friends there and I love them but because some other stupid moron who act so stupid... makes me feels the wall is getting higher and thick... 

Come on! we shout the same words when we're in need... can't we just live a peace life in this little tiny world?

Monday, December 6, 2010 0 comments

Why - 3T feat. Michael Jackson

Song Pick for today goes to WHY.
why? maybe because its Monday
LOL


Enjoy!




Why does Monday come before Tuesday ?
Why do summers start in June ?
Why do winters come too soon ?
Why do people fall in love,
When they're always breaking up ?
Oh why ?
Why do we love if love will die ?
Why does Wednesday come after Tuesday ?
Why do flowers come in May ?
Why does springtime go away ?
Why do people fall in love,
When they're always breaking up ?
Oh why ?
Why do I love you ? Tell me why

It's not like I can't
explain what's in my heart
It's just I feel a crazy pain when we're apart
I don't wanna breathe
I don't wanna think
I don't wanna love
I don't wanna do anything

It's not like I can't describe what's going on
It's just I feel I'm not alive
when you're not home
I don't wanna sleep
I don't wanna dream
I just want you here beside me
Without you there's no me

Why does Monday come before Tuesday ?
Why do summers start in June ?
Why do winters come too soon ?
Why do people fall in love
When they're always breaking up ?
Oh why ? (why ?)
Why do we love if love will die ?
Why does Wednesday come after Tuesday ?
Why do flowers come in May ?
Why does springtime go away ?
Why do people fall in love,
When they're always breaking up ?
(oh why ?, why ?)
Why do I love you ?
Tell me why

It's not like I can't escape what's in my soul
'Cause with you inside my heart,
Where can I go ?
I don't wanna see
No you without me
I can't go through life without you
Without you, there's no me

Why does Monday (does Monday)
come before Tuesday ? (before
Tuesday)
Why do summers start in June ?
Why do winters come too soon ?
Why do people fall in love
When they're always breaking up ?
Oh why ? (why, why, why ?)
Why do we love if love will die ? (why, why)

Why do the rivers flow to the sea ?
If rivers flow, why can't your love
flow through me, babe ?
Why does my heart, uuh, feel so missed ?
To be in love
To feel in love
Why don't I feel complete ?

Why does Monday (does Monday)
come before Tuesday ? (before
Tuesday)
Why do summers start in June ?
Why do winters come too soon ?
Why do people fall in love,
When they're always breaking up ?
Oh why ? (why ?),( why ?), (why ?)
Why do we love if love will die
? (will die, will die)
Why does Wednesday (does
Wednesday) come after Tuesday
? (after Tuesday)
Why do flowers come in May ?
Why does springtime go away ?
Why do people fall in love, (all the time)
When they're always breaking up ?
Oh why ? (why ?)
Why do I love you ? Tell me why

Tell me why ? (why ?)
Tell me why ?
Tell me why ? (why?)
Tell me why ?

Lead vocals by T.J. Jackson, Taryll
Jackson and Taj Jackson
Background vocals by Michael Jackson and 3T
Saturday, December 4, 2010 1 comments

Believe...





Ready to open up?


Me?
well NO


Ready to trust?


Me? 
Hell NO


It's not as easy as saying I Love You...


I can revise all those words without hesitate
but to tell you I believe you... that need more than just a look.



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[Song Pick] 黃小琥 Tiger Huang - 沒那麼簡單 It's Not That Simple




It’s not that simple, to find
A companion to converse with
Especially
After you have seen so much betrayal
Feel insecure
Just have to be brave enough
Who killed my romance

It’s not that simple
To be able to love
Don’t want to look at others
Become more practical
Maybe it’s good, maybe it’s bad, 50-50
Don’t like loneliness, after a while, it becomes a habit
Don’t need to worry about anyone,
Not controlled by anyone

When I feel happy, therefore very busy
When I feel tired, just let go of ownself
What others say, I’ll just simply listen
I’ll make my own decision
Don’t want to be too emotional
A cup of red wine and a movie
On a weekend night, turn off your handphone,
Relax comfortably on the sofa

Chorus:

To love each other, is not that simple
Each one have his/her own temper
After the age of daydreaming
Instead of noise, why not just have peace
It’s not that simple to have happiness
to make a person fascinated
the age when we don’t know anything
was formerly the most (heart) moving,
that’s why it’s was the happiest time
that was before
Thursday, November 25, 2010 1 comments

It Hurts To Tell

Every time I try to write something out of my heart,
 I got suffocated... feels like someone is chocking me... my head hurt and I lost again. 
Even now... I can't tell... 
Wednesday, November 24, 2010 0 comments

Is being attractive a problem?


I wonder if being attractive is some kind of problem... 
and I wonder why?
Is it because the thought of being attractive?
or is it because the metaphor that people have in mind about attractive people?
Thursday, November 18, 2010 2 comments

I have grudge..





I tried to be optimistic about everything...
I really tried...I forgive, forget, move on and run
I do everything... 


but while on process of healing, learning and trying...
I slowly lost myself. Without even trying... I'm not even me anymore... 
This is why... I have grudge...


I hold grudge for what I can't have, for what I'm not becoming...
I hold grudge just by  looking at other people life...
envy with their happiness, envy with their simple smile, envy with their touch...


Not that I'm not thankful enough...
I just think with holding to this grudge... 
I can comeback and look into myself...
this is you... this is what you want to be... this is what you want...


By holding to this grudge...
I can tell myself...
I can be that, I can have it, I can still comeback and be this...
Friday, October 29, 2010 0 comments

Hwang Bo - Still Beautiful


"Still Beautiful"

"he is leaving.
I'm letting him go.
without holding him back
without dropping a tear
I'm letting him go. 

all the romance is dead
it's now an extravagant memory
if I cry just once
and hurt just once
everything will be over. 

don't say you know me.
the me that you knew is no more.
in the suffocating darkness.
I'm already familiar with this hurt
I've already found my happiness again. 

forget about me~ please 
don't wake me up who is sleeping,
before the night is over 
if I open my eyes
would I be able to sleep?


the words I hate more than dying.
the childish words I couldn't convey..
to come back
to love me
to embrance me again. 

don't expect any of that from me~ really. 
I'm not that kind of woman. 

I'm still pretty
and lovable. 
I'm very happy."


*thanks anonymous and LVK for lyric translations*
You guys are awesome Joongbo-ers <3
(credit jaejoongie <3@soompi)
Monday, October 25, 2010 0 comments

Loosing My Mind



There is so many words I want to say
so many things I want to share
so many walks I want to walk
So many questions to ask
so many jokes I want to laugh
this is what I really want do...

but to you...
there is words I cannot say
there is things I cannot share
there is walks I never walk
there is a question I could never ask
there is jokes I cannot laugh

Have I lost my mind?
wondering the same thing over and over again
Knowing that nothing will change
Am I really loosing my mind?

Cannot say
Cannot share
this is it...
I guess 'They' were right..
I should never walk that road
I should never thought of asking
I should never laugh to those jokes
cause I am now...
really loosing my mind.


-NoNie-
Friday, October 22, 2010 0 comments

Stop



Today the weather is great... 
I woke up early, make some breakfast, went to work and start my routine like I've always do...

Argh! time really move so fast... and tomorrow is Saturday? damn... 

No wonder my brother keep telling me to stop for a while look around and be happy.... maybe I don't look happy, or maybe he think I'm not happy, or maybe I really need to be happy...

The question is... Can I stop now?

Found this quote this morning and it really stuck in me...

I still find each day too short for all the thoughts I want to think, all the walks I want to take, all the books I want to read, and all the friends I want to see.
                                                                                                              
                                                                                                                     ~John Burroughs~

Monday, October 11, 2010 1 comments

Hiding...


I can proudly say
I'm still successfully holding on my private life...
and I am still the mysterious person
and I am still the same me...

If hiding makes me look coward...
If hiding makes me sound pathetic...
If hiding makes me lonely...

Then I'll accept that... 
because while hiding I won't change the way I am
because hiding is originally my first intentions...
and the truth is...
because I am good in hiding away... 

(^^)

Wednesday, October 6, 2010 0 comments

Got To Fly Away

Credit Vid: LEGiTxMUSiC@YT


Singer: JoJo

Got to fly away 
Got to fly away 

Since I was a little girl I knew what I wanted 
One day I would see the world and make my mark on it 
Put in time, sacrificed never thought of thinking twice
Since I was a little girl I dreamed 
Now I'm standing with you in this terminal 
With a ticket so far from your love 

Can I have one more kiss, one more touch 
I just can't get enough of you 
But I'm in a rush I got to fly away 
Planes waiting up for me right at gate twenty-three 
There's a doorway to my dreams 
I could go or I could stay 
Should I change my life or miss my flight? 

My alarm clock in the morning said you got to go now 
The breakfast you were calling and my heart just broke down 
Cause tomorrow we will be waking up separately 
Wish I never heard that clock ring 
See I don't want to win if my hearts got to lose 
(Don't want to win, don't want to lose) 
So how in the world do I choose? 

I just need one more kiss, one more touch 
I just can't get enough of you 
But I'm in a rush I got to fly away (fly away) 
Planes waiting up for me right at gate twenty-three 
There's a doorway to my dreams 
I could go or I could stay 
Should I change my life or miss my flight? 
(Change my life or miss my flight?) 

How can you measure the promise of love 
When it's weighing against a chance that comes once 
How can I leave when I know he's the one 
When the dust settles he might not be here 
And I'm standing with you in this terminal 
Crying my eyes out in tears 

I just need one more kiss, one more touch 
I just can't get enough of you 
But I'm in a rush I got to fly away (fly away) 
Planes waiting up for me right at gate twenty-three 
(Planes waiting up for me at gate twenty-three) 
There's a doorway to my dreams 
I could go or I could stay 
Should I change my life or miss my flight? 
(Should I change my life or miss my flight?) 
Should I change my life or miss my flight? 
What do I do? (change my life or miss my flight?) 
Fly away, MmmMmm 
Got to fly away 
I got to fly away
***********************************************

I've fly away...
but sometimes...
I wonder what happened if I stay....
Tuesday, October 5, 2010 3 comments

You!



The worst dream
I ever have last night is...
dreaming about you!

The Worst thing 
I can think about right now is....
Thinking about you!

The worst person I ever known is... yes definitely you!
Sunday, October 3, 2010 1 comments



ThE OnLy ReaSons wHy

I'M TalKinG tO mYselF iS

BeCauSe i'M tHe OnLy

PeRsoN wHo kNoWs tHe

aNsWeRs & aCCepTeD!
Saturday, September 25, 2010 0 comments

Weekend Again...




My Song picks for today goes to Sweet Holiday By CNBlue



Weekend again ...



                what should I do?



                              what to eat today?



                                            What movie to watch?



                                                                    Girlfriends meeting?




                                                                                                  Shopping?



How I wish my weekend sound that interesting... It's been 2 years now... there is no different between my weekdays & weekends... Everyday is just another work days... Well yeah of coz I can always skipped my day and rolling on bad whenever I want... but what I really want to do is traveling around the world without worrying about works and random stuffs.

I just wish.... will it come true?

Tuesday, August 31, 2010 0 comments

The Empty Me...





Ever since I was a kid... I've always known as the princess of the family...
I got everyone attention no matter where I go...
That feeling grows in me... I've only learn to accept but not to give...

While being loved by everyone... I'm still a good girl... not a spoiled one
I can get everything I want but I've never request anything... 
That feeling grows in me... I've only learn to appreciate but not to show it...

When some people hate me for whatever reason they have...
I stop complaining and take everything as a stupid joke...
That feeling grows in me... I've only learn to listen but not to tell...

The feelings that grows in me becoming a habit...
when I love someone... I hardly tell how much I love them...
when I want something... I can't make a request afraid it might troubles them...
when I feel thankful, fear, sad... I have only show one expression... EMPTY

The pretty face I have... is an empty shell... 
my smile, my tears, my fears my love... it becomes a burden to people around me...
Because the one that they've known for a long time is... the EMPTY me.
Wednesday, August 18, 2010 0 comments

Random Me




It's been awhile.
writing something means I have a lot in mind.
but writing this doesn't mean I have something to say
there is a time when I just feel... 
I need to spill it... I'll die inside keeping every random words... 

Life is like this and like that...
you think you've planned really well
you think you've done everything
but still none of the results comes up as what you want
not 100%

But look at us
we still here
walking, running, laughing, praying and still planning

None of the unsuccessful event make us stops...
Even when we keep repeat to ourself
'I'm dead...' this will be my last hopes' and so on

The truth is we never stop.
We might cry a river but nothing can stop us
We might stumble but still we'll stand up and walking again

It's just a matter of time.
To lose and to find it back
To learn and keep learning
this is life... take it or leave it.

and just like that... spill it or suck it up 
Friday, July 23, 2010 0 comments

11 Layers Of Me



LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE
Name: Nonie
Eye Color: Dark Brown
Hair Color: Dark Brown
Righty or Lefty: Righty

LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE
Your heritage: Asian
Your fears: Being Alone
Your perfect pizza: Whatever
Goal you'd like to achieve: To be the best

LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW:
Your thoughts first waking up: Pray
Your best physical feature: Eyes
Your bedtime: After 2 AM
Your most missed memory: Hanging out with families

LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK:
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
McDonald's or Burger King: Burger King
Single or group dates: Single
Adidas or Nike: Nike
Lipton Tea or Nestea: Lipton Tea
Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or coffee: Coffee

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
Smoke: No
Cuss: Sometimes
Take a shower: Yup
Have a crush: Yup
Think you've been in love: Once... 
Like(d) school: Seriously... Nah
Want to get married: Love too
Believe in yourself: Yup
Think you're a health freak: Not really but ... yup

LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH
Gone to the mall: yup
Been on stage: nope
Eaten Sushi: nope
Been dumped: nope
Gone skating: nope
Dyed your hair: yup
Done any psychedelic drugs: nope

LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER
Played a stripping game: nope
Gotten beaten up: nope
Changed who you were to fit in: I hate that so I don't

LAYER EIGHT: GETTING OLD
Age your hoping to be married: yup
Are you hoping to have kids: yup
How old do you wish to live to? as long as I can

LAYER NINE: IN A GIRL/GUY
Best eye color: brown
Best hair color: brown
Short or long hair: depends on the look

LAYER TEN: WHAT WERE YOU DOING
1 MINUTE AGO: What else... this
1 HOUR AGO: working
1 WEEK AGO: sick on bed
1 YEAR AGO: planning

LAYER 11:FINISH THE SENTENCE
I LOVE: To be love
I FEEL:  Depress
I HATE: What I feel
I HIDE: too may things
I MISS: The Old me
I NEED: To Be cure
 
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