Thursday, February 26, 2009 0 comments

What I want?

I guess I've should have think about this seriously...

"what do you really want? 
you've got everything,
I know things are great for you but seriously what do you want?"

people around me seems curious about this lately... 
and every time they ask me... 
I couldn't answered them or they just don't feel satisfied with my answer.

What I want? I'll think about it... 
seriously think about it...
Wednesday, February 25, 2009 0 comments

If only...

If my memories could be erase
I'll erase all about you

If my heart can stop shouting
I'll stop with you

If my eyes can stop tearing
I hope it's because of you

If I could turn back time
I hope I never met you

I hope I didn't hate you
I hope I never fight with you

I hope I never miss you
and I hope I never love you.


Monday, February 23, 2009 0 comments

The biggest changes in my life is...

I started to admit that my life is shrinking
I started to admit that my life is full of responsible

The fact that I should feel glad that I have all this...
make me feel more burdensome...

Things like what if... keep coming on
Am I started to regret this?
I don't know... there is nothing to regret about
it's just that... you'll knew it when you realize that
you're alone... not knowing that times move on
and all you have is work, friends, 
brothers and parents who love you
but still you feel alone...

I guess my life really started to move in statics way...
not going up or going down
it just like I'm moving in a straight line
safe enough that I don't have to worry to fall down

Sometimes I do think, life like this?
I should have done more.
I should have demanding more...

But I believe
things wouldn't be better
things wouldn't be great
if I don't do this...

This is life...
love it or leave it
there is always a choice

I guess I've choose this
and I should have known better
the biggest changes in my life is
to have everything
but you.

Wednesday, February 4, 2009 0 comments

Is this really okay?

I don't know if this is okay...

now that I'm in this situation it's really bother me...

I don't know what going to happen
I don't know what the future held
and I don't know what people might think

Is this really okay?
will everything be okay?
until when?
should I stay?

When I feel like everything seems beautiful
when my heart tell me that I'm happy
my brain keep telling me differently
Is this really okay?