Friday, December 26, 2008 0 comments

Family Pet Lion

I'm feeling touchy or maybe I'm too sensitive...
but this is LOVE... 
Sunday, December 21, 2008 0 comments
Things that I want to do:

1) go to the library
2) hanging with friends
3) buy something cute
4) stop worrying about works
5) find a new BF - I really should start now hahaha
6) create something new... sew something maybe

My cactus getting bigger and bigger, I guess buying a new pot would be great.

Tuesday, December 16, 2008 0 comments

What a lovely DAY!

Got scolded again...
too bad I got this in the early of a great and lovely day...

Things just don't go well as I want.
I've tried my best.
It was hard enough to force someone to do the work and even if they do... still I'll be the one to accept all the scolding and bad reputation, hmm I guess this is the price to be me.

Whatever, it's not gonna change my mood today... I've been staying all night trying to forget all the bad things happened to me, crying and laughing by my own self in the middle of the night with a big hope that today is a new day for me... so be it. Scold me and mad at me... if people wanna see how far I can go... so this is it. After all, people always see the tough side of me so just take it that way.
Monday, December 15, 2008 0 comments

Things keep coming back

It was hard enough to express the real me...
people think it was great to be me...
and it was cool enough to be strong...
but none of them ever thought that I'm not as strong as I seem...
not cool to be tough....
and I'm not okay even that I don't cry...

Things always coming back to me...
all the things that hurt me keep coming back and keep hurting me...
and I just don't know how to let it go and forget it.
Wednesday, December 3, 2008 0 comments

Bright smiles

I went to UMS recently and something captured my eyes...

Can't believe my eyes... My friends are all in the flyers...

Wargh!!! look at their smiles... can't believe they don't even know about this.
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Saturday, November 29, 2008 0 comments

Tired, bored and well bored...

I am supposed to be staying at home now...

tired, bored and well bored...

still finalizing the flyers... hope I can make it today... wargh!!!

Friday, November 28, 2008 0 comments

Raining again

It's raining again

Feeling blue again
again and again

seriously why do I have to start with Rain?

November Rain

November rain washed away my guilt
November rain washed away my pain
November rain - so tired I felt
November rain was not just any rain

Long I longed with deep torment
For so long my body waited
November rain, , , , Oh, sweet friend
November rain- slowly I faded.

November rain- I cried within
Steady and slowly, it kept on pouring
November rain, watered my skin
And deep inside, I heard my roaring.

November rain, it refused to quit
November rain kept on pouring
And alone outside, in the streets I wept-
dripping... dripping and falling. 

-Amy Phillip-